Been trying to casually ask friends about their OB. If they recommend them, etc. Keep saying it's for a friend of mine who just found out she's preggers. I think they buy it. People are so used to me saying I don't want kids that they don't even balk.

I know I need to get in with a doctor, but nobody knows me and lots of places have waiting lists. What's up with that. Like "Oh, you're already pregnant - sorry - you should have put your name on our waiting list 6 months ago". Or "When are you due? We have openings for due dates in October, November and December". How about "I have no idea when I'm due?!". Yeah - they don't like that response.

Am I really that irresponsible?